is it just me, or is my blog dead?
ok, its dead. time for a revival. i hope it survives this time. hahas. i'm like flooded with lotsa tings, but i just dont know what. damn, i'm super hopeless at handling stress. seriously, i crack under pressure. but somehow, my mega huge ego holds it all up.
eh, so i guess i can handle stress afterall. HAHAHAS.
ANYWAY, last week has been quite a tiring week for me! project, test, darr's vball match, GL training, blah blah blah. urgh, i'm disgusted by my packed up week. not all tt packed compared to lotsa ppl, but i doubt i've been this busy b4.
hey, i've had a relatively relaxed life since young. dont blame me for feeling stressed up when i have tt many things in a week. hahahahahas. fine, i'm just crapping. there's this email i recieved long ago abt stress. eh, i seldom remember my emails but i remembered this particular one.
point is, i suck at handling stress. (~!#$%^&*) here's the email.

The pictures attached are used to test the level of stress a person can handle. The slower the pictures move, the better your ability of handling stress.
i see the 1st one moving when i look at it, the 2nd one kinda like watch gears running low on battery and the 3rd one like waves of the ocean. and no, they're not moving like s...l...o...w...l...y but instead they're moving like normal. grr, i cant explain.
enough of stress. here's last week.
did my project after sch on mon. damn, i hate projects. i just hate them like H-A-T-E!! i'm not a very project person and blah, i'm repeating my point. hahahas. i just find it irritating tt we have presentations and projects when we're actually not in BA or sth.
darr's vball s&w tingy was held on tues. wahahahahas. his team like totally crashed every other team tt competed against them. 4 matches and they won all 4. eh, they trashed the 1st group 15:1. WAKAKAKAKA!!!! i sat there and watched him play.
also took a pic of his shoe and my foot. omg, look at the difference!
hehs, i just wanted to be there so tt he has enough water to drink la. he sent me home after makaning cuz i didnt wana be home alone. anw, my parents allowed me to stay out. so much for "grounded" huh?
did my project agn on wed. damn, the part abt projects i hate is tt i get pestered by the pressure of doing it again and again, meeting up and talking nth abt tt particular topic. hahahas. but jasmine and i diverted to the unspeakable. =x
had my GL training and didnt manage to watch darr's vball quarter finals. sians. they played knock out and his team was beaten 25:23. wth can... BUT! he still got a trophy for being qi duo hua's pressumed "coach".
darr so cute la! he told the girl who was servicing "aim the ball at his face!! tell urself U HATE HIM!!" and guess wad? the ball really hit him. bummer tt his hand blocked the ball. otherwise it'll probably hit his face. HAHAHA!!!!
darr sent me home again after tt. hehehes. love u darr! muacks.
nth much on thurs. rather boring day except for some mood swing and such. but darr made my day better! hehes. wonder wad i'll do without him. i'm like missing him though i see him EVERYDAY!!!! tralalalalas. =D
didnt have iceskating on fri. i could go if i wana, but i didnt. was too tired and didnt brg my gloves and such. i was supposed to pay the GLs $90 for the leadership camp in sep, but kinda lazy to go withdraw money. oppps.
oh, oh, oh!!! i got full marks for my EDCA quiz leh!!! yay!! i improved. the last test i got 99/100. now i got 100/100. so happy la. hehehehs!! mr ng taught us matlab. ee. i dun like it. so boring. hmpf!
so yes, darr sent me home. (AGAIN.)
jasmine came over to my place on sat to do our project again. get my point yet? u do the same ting over a span of so many days. damn boring one can??? anw, after tt we met up with yasmin and went over to jasmine's place.
eh, tt sounds like a tongue twister when u say it quickly. hehes. b4 tt, we ate at long john silver's while bitching abt some people. ok la, not really BITCHING cuz yas is simply toooooo innocent. =s just talkin abt how we feel abt life and people loh.
after tt i met up with darr to go to SP for their band concert. and yes, darr sent me home again after the concert. ok, sounds rather repeatitive... however u spell the damn word la huh. =x
darr and me at sp..
speaking of which, i need to complain abit. remember afew weeks ago i had a quarrel with my parents? and they said tt i must be home be 7, except for days where i have training. after 8pm daddy will pick me up. no going out on sat&sun with frens. no frens over at the hse. if i finish at 6, dad can shun bian pick me up from sch.
hey hey hey, guess wad??? they have gotten lazy. they let me watch darr's match on tues, didnt pick me up though it ended after 8pm. requested for me to go home myself with darr on wed. was too tired to pick me up at 6 on thurs. allowed jas to come over to the hse and me to go sp band concert on sat.
so much for that.. -.-
slept till abt 3pm on sun. didnt do much cuz i was toooo lazy to do anything. chatted with darr though. hehehehes!!!! i love my darrdarrhh!! ok, i noe i sound like a mad woman saying tt over and over again. but i just LOVEEEEEE saying I LOVE MY DARRDARRHH~~
monday felt really longggggg. did the last OBC practical on enzymes. DAMN SIAN CAN?! i mean, throughout all of the biochem prac, we've been doing nth but -add this to that and observe colour change-. machiam secondary sch practical can..
what happened to synthesis of asprin, extracting caffine and making of nylon?! damn, i miss the 1st few sessions of practical. more fun loh... sians.
mr chong gave us some tips on the poster presentation. he wanted to play the mtv by rihanna. but somehow the player was faulty. he called the technician over and while he was squarting down to check the wiring, WE SAW HIS ASS CLEVAGE!!!!
i tink the girls got horny or sth. cuz they were giggling and giggling. he left to check sth and when he came back, the whole lecture hall burst into laughter. some of us were even hoping he would squart agn. =x
mdm tan returned us our OBC quiz. after like 2 weeks since we took the test la. kuakuakua. i passed my quiz!! 14/20. erm, not very good la. but at least i passed it. didnt really study for it ma. so tt mark, is kinda tyco de.
didnt stay for the revision lecture and went to complete the poster tingy. i found this ballon tt has this "I LOVE YOU" when u blow it up. so i blew it up for darr!! our poster is on fire extinguisher, so i had this "cap" tingy for it.
darr took the ballon, put the ting on his head and gave me the 'teeheehee' kinda smile. SO CUTE CAN!!!!! omg, i couldnt resist and took a pic of that. so cute...

awwwws. my big baby.
soon after, we left and proceeded to blk 53(i think) and stoned there. darr got fed up and dragged me away. wanted to eat the prata at canteen 3. before he bought the prata, he bought honeydew milk for me. guess wad i did with it??
went partoring after that and went home for dinner. cant really remember la. i tink i went home for dinner. or did i eat with darr?? eh, memory loss.
tues was the poster presentation ting. reached sch at 730am to do last minute preparation. damn sian lohh.. but i guess we pulled it off. hahahas. met darr and makaned at -i forgot where-. erms, i'm kinda having some kinda memory loss la. zzz.
mr chong's lecture was postponed to 12. whoos! when he was showing the mtv, some childish person kept pointing a laser at the screen. damn irritating can. no childhood ar? now den play this kinda ting. wth la. GROW UP!
anw, was painting my nails during the lecture. cuz jas borrowed my nail polish. the white and pink one. so, i painted one pink, one white, one pink, one white and it looks like....
after tt i skipped maths and went partoring with darr again. hehehe! he also gave me back his cousin's baby photo. she is so cute la!!!! omg omg omg. if my future kid can be as cute as her, i'll be a happy mama!! tralalalalas.
had dinner with my parents and nanny. nanny so cute! she saw darr and commented in cantonese "HOW COME HE SO SKINNY LIAO? NEVER FEED HIM AR?" eh, eh, eh. how come is i feed him not the other way round. i tot wives are the ones getting fat?
WEDNESDAY! i'm finally at wed. this entry is damn long can...
MY FIRST UNINTENDED CAPSIZE!!! oh man. i was forced to capsize during the 1st lesson and never capsized since then. but tt day. damn. was trying out the J-draw ting. some way to make u move sideways la. pulled too hard and capsized. DAMN!
worse ting is i didnt bring my towel. JIALAT!! so darr had to buy me a towel. afterwhich, we found out it had another use. heiheihei. -cheeky grin-. since i was already wet, i decided to go play in the pool a lil longer.
found out tt swts and jas were desperately looking for me. OPPPS! left my rings, earrings and anklet with darr so i walked all the way to 46 to get it all back. hahahas. met swts at np busstop and took 154 to JP.
damn long since i saw her larhs! she was rather pale though. talked abt ALOT of stuffs. tings we missed out due to deadlines, distance and timing. hahas. so much to talk abt la! had old chang kee and sushi for "lunch".
played pool and bumped into yanyan. kinda got a shock from wad she said la. she said tt darr played with her fren's feelings. stead with her den play her out. oh guess wad? tt girl's older den him. eh, i seriously didnt trust her.
but u noe, the weird feeling's still there la. took me one day to ask darr abt it. so yes. darr, swts and i conclude tt she mixed up another guy and darr. cuz they had the same height and such during tt period of time. phew!
took pics with her!!!! AHHH! 

walked ard and went into all the kiddy stores! saw this bounching tigger and it totally doesnt look rite.. hurhurhurs!
there was this guy promoting the uZap tingy and i tink he got the shock of his life man! he asked rather politely "would u like to try blah blah.." and swts went "ARE YOU SAYING THAT WE ARE FAT?!"
wakakakas. his reaction was a classic. "errrrr........ no?" i tink he really got a shock. swts met up with her bf and i took a bus back to np to meet darr. didnt have GL training so i had time for darr. like finally lahs. time for US to be alone instead of being in the company of other ppl.
i'm not sayin tt i dun wan other ppl to be there la. just tt i also need time for my xiang gong. eh, tt's wad i'm gona call him!! either darr or xiang gong. hurhur. say "xiang gong" and "niang zi" in the chinese accent. u'll get wad i mean. HAHAS!
needless to say, darr sent me home la. DURHS~
thursday had nth much. went to sch to have my breakfast with jieying. OBC lecture turned into tutorial and we didnt have ICBE tutorial. so yes, i went to sch just for that mere 2 hours where i did nth but play worms armangedon. however u spell it.
discussed abt the lab report with my grp after that. wanted to go to ginza with jieying and jas, but didnt cuz darr was sick and i dun wan him to go there himself. so i hung ard and saw vanessa(or so i think her name is). wenxin was teachin her and esmine how to fold straw hearts.
HOHOHO!! straw hearts are soooo MY KINDA THANG! i asked for 2 straws and finished it in like less den a minute. i'm not bragging. i can really finish it within a minute. hahas, they looked stunned though. hmms.
so i got stuck there cuz i tink i'm some kinda straw manic. made the heart, star and rose. though i didnt complete the rose cuz too painful lah. taught vanessa my method of folding the heart and she got it! yays. i'm such a good tcher. lols. jkjk.
the most diffcult part abt the heart is slotting the ending part. its ok if u dun understand wad i mean. eh, esmine spent abt 5mins(?) trying to slot it in. lols. wenxin asked her to pass it to me and i got it fixed in like 5secs? hurhurs.
saw daddy and mama. they gave me the "ARE YOU SURE YOU'RE SERIOUSLY SITTING HERE??" kinda look. i was like "NONONONONO!!!! I'M ONLY INNOCENTLY FOLDING HEARTS HERE!!!!! =("
ended up teaching her my method. i duno how the hell i got into teaching her that. after she learnt how to, she offered chocolates to wenxin, vanessa and me. so SWEET of her... -.-
told darr when i met him and he was like "u got eat anot? FATTENING LEH!" hahahas. had fun talking abt it la. damn cute. anw, darr and i went to ginza only to find out tt jieying and jas had left already. sian diao..
ate sushi and had KFC. hehes. walked ard and stonned abit b4 going to JTSS to get darr's olvl cert. he didnt have any id with him so he didnt manage to get his cert. they had vball training and darr went to play abit.
after tt we walked to clementi central but stopped for awhile at the playground at the private housing area. talked abt stuffs and was recalling how we met each other, y we liked each other.. well, the usual bf/gf kinda ting. hehes.
friday, TODAY, is the 456th day since 050505. the date darr and i got tgr. wahahahas! and tmr is our 15th monthsary. hehehehes. i love u darr!! muacks.
had maths in the morning and it was like so boring. during the break, i played worms arm and never stopped till the end of tutorial. LOLS! lecture was released early and we went to galieo to eat. met darr and bought the hotdog at the library.
went to the atrium and played worms arm with darr. he so pro! bully me. hmpf. lols. jkjk. was kinda late for EDCA but guess wad? lesson ended 2hours early. damn. so i went to 51 to wait 4 darr. tralalalas. guess wad? i played worms arm AGAIN!
sat ard till about 5 and took 52 to JEC for my iceskating. ate at the KFC there and darr sent me to the rink. learnt some stunts today. almost fell. damn. hahahas. finally, for one day, my parents picked me up. wow?
oh yes!! i have a small request to make. i'm trying to look for sth, but i'm not sure if s'pore has it. i duno how to explain it. perhaps a picture would do better. hahas.

anyone noes of a cafe in s'pore tt makes coffee like tt??
before i end, let me show u what my EE bf is capable of. a case-less 3pin plug. lols. he says tt the fuse blew soon after he turned it on. durhs. condensation.
ok, i'm seriously tired now. tatahhs ppl. sorry for the wait if u actually checked back frequently. good nites ppl! =))
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